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I'm Sorry

Daniel Wu vs Lee Min Ho

I am torn in between Lee Min Ho & Daniel Wu !

I have been so much of a Daniel fan until i came over to Korea, and Min Ho was everywhere, and seriously he's super cute! Have yet to meet him in real person (Have met Daniel early this year~) The only downfall with Min Ho is that rumours said he had plastic surgery before (which is really common among the Korean stars) and Daniel is alot older than him. But Daniel earns a plus point, that he speaks english + an american accent. Super sexy okay ! :)

So here's a chart, a couple of photos and videos and tell me who you think is cuter ! :)

Love love love.

Photos

Lee Min Ho

Daniel Wu

Piercing !

Hello people !

I'm not dead yet. Really.

Korean food is healthy.

Sort of.

Anyway, i have been so busy :(

Working and studying.

And now i know why people say they don't have time to update.

Here's a picture of me. and my new piercing.

NICE MOU ?

Going over to Gwangalli Beach this weekend, Management Training next weekend. Liann's house the following.

Busy busy busy.

You guys still love me right ?

xx :)

Promise

Please hold on.. no matter what.

Remember our promise.

I love you.

No matter how long we've not talked to each other.

I've never doubted our relationship.

I've always believed that we will be together.

Until the end.

I love you.

Just a Long. Rant.

This post is going to be picture free. I am sitting alone in my dormitory room, on a lousy chair that is making my butt hurt. My roomates have all gone to the library to study for the coming mid term exams. I am fitting along well here. I guess. Probably i just need more time to really make myself comfortable. Right now, things are going along well. Work at the cafe is interesting. I've talked to almost 6 buddies today. And i can barely remember their names. They are all really nice. Really. And the people who are working with me in the cafe are nice too. I cannot speak Korean well yet, but my mandarin is improving. People are amazed with my ability to speak three languages. But somehow i feel that it is inadequate. I want to push myself to work harder to be able to speak / write / understand Korean but i feel so tired all the time. This is getting on my nerves. I want myself to feel motivated, to have a purpose. Sometimes i question my purpose of being here in Korea, so far away from my comfort zone, my home. Is it to make friends, to talk to people, to immerse myself in the Korean culture and eat korean food. Or is it just an escape from my degree programme, from home, to prove that i can be independent and am no longer mummy's baby? Why exactly am i here? I have no regrets coming here however. My roomate's mother invited me to her home. And yes mom i will most likely be going after mid term examination. Another Korean friend of mine invited me to a open house in late october. I am worried about my mid terms. I don't know how is it possible for anyone to memorize those words. There is so many ! :( Probably i am not pushing myself hard enough. After work i'll just come home, have dinner, sports and sleep. And it repeats itself everyday. I miss my family, my friends, especially Unggas, Jowee, Iman and Aman. I wish there was someone here that i could talk to, and know that they wouldn't judge me. Give me opinions and give me a hug when I need one. It is tiring to only be able to talk to you guys through the internet, not being able to hear your voices, or to feel your hugs. I am talking about random stuff here while waiting for my laundry. It sucks that you guys are not here, if you all were, we would go to so many awesome places. I try to fit in with the rest. I really do. But it is difficult. I make an effort but they seem to not respond. I do not know what else to do. By the end of this post, my mom would be so paranoid. But mom, dad, sis. I am fine. Please do not worry. :)

Love,

melissa

4 Years 6 Months

Its been four and a half years.

Sepang GoldCoast from Melissa Hsu on Vimeo.

Just a random video from my collection.

I miss you.

and korea would be perfect with you around.

I love you, and wish for many more years to come.

Gwangali beach ~

Went to Gwang-ali beach today.
Had raw fish for dinner (like super fresh just caught raw fish) and pranced around @ the beach.
Thank you so much girls <3 had so so so much fun !!






You can check my photo album on facebook :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY <3 !!!

I woke up late

I had to meet DK at 9:00am today and i woke up at 8:30am.
I remember waking up at 7:45am, only to push the off button.

I changed, brushed up, ran down, had breakfast in 5 mins and walked down to the cafe.
We all waited for DK.
10 mins
30 mins
50 mins
1 hour
1 hour and 30 mins

Then he came.