Homesick

I'm writing this now because i am alone in my room with my aching heart.

I miss home. At the beginning I thought this feeling won't come to me so soon but its been almost three months since im here.

I miss my family, my dog, my best friends and you, Frederick.

I know that me being here has changed so much. My thinking towards life (wah) and people. I realised that I havent been talking to the people i love often enough, and i'm sorry. But really, these are the moments where i have time for myself, to think about you guys, and i get .. upset :(

Eventhough i just got off the phone with you dear, it feels like forever since i last seen you. I know that ever since i arrived we have not talked much, and i'm sorry. But now, every moment that i spend with you i treasure with all my heart. I wish i could tell you all this to you now but i will have to wait until tomorrow.

...

I just lost it.

:(